Once I got married and I was sure it was for good as I was in love with the father of my son so passionately that I couldn’t even see what person he was in reality. I created my own image of him and fell in love with this fake image not the man he is now. Later I realized what a family life was like and that wasn’t the way I was always dreaming about. My life has changed a lot since I got divorced and now I call the man which used to be my husband and the one I loved, just a biological father of my son. He doesn’t help me financially and I don’t need his help. I’m an independent young lady living with my son only who’s aged three and he’s my happiness and hope. Nevertheless when I ask myself about the present situation….the only answer I get is “loneliness of my soul”. I try to spend most of the time with my son when he’s not in the kindergarden and I feel that I’m doing that not only to please my kid but to fill the emptiness inside of me. I’m really tired of going to cold bed and sle